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Astrid Holleeder Went Through a Deep Valley of Isolation and Loneliness Turning Her Time in Hiding. She Said this on Sunday Evening in RTL Tonight , Where She was live on television for the first time since stepping out of witness protection on Wednesday.
The Deep Valley was a result of the Measures tasks to protect her. For a long time, those measures were limited to bulletproof doors and windows and an emergency button. “The More Anonymous, The Safer. Anonymity leads to Isolation. Isolation leads to Loneliness.”
Holleeder Lived in Hiding for Years because of Her Testimony Against Her Brother, Convicted Top Criminal Willem Holleeder. Astrid was frustrated that she had to hide for so long and that better security Measures were not Possible Sooner. This year, she recurred extra security, allowing her to go outside again and dare to appear in public.
“Why did that have to take ten years? Why couldn’t i see my grandchildren grow up in a normal way? Why couldn’t we go to an amusement park? Why couldn’t we go to a movie theater?”
Willem Holleeder Received a Life Sentence, Partly Due to Astrid’s Testimony. “Testifying was a torment because I had to say bad things about him,” she said about her testimony. “I think he is bath, he has done bad things, but I also know him as a brother. I adored him as a child.”
Guilt about Testimony
She ofen thought: “I wish i had testified.” “But I Knew It was Really Necessary,” She Told Presenter Renze Klamer. She Still Feels Guilty About It. “Every time I eat a pastry, I think: he can’t have that.” She expects that feeling will never go away.
Holleeder is Happy That She has stepped out of anonymity. She Showed Her Face on Wednesday Evening on RTL Boulevard . “I can’t explain how much I have back. I feel that in my body and mind. In the run-up to it, I really came back to life.”
Despite Her Step, Holleeder Still Has Her Doubts About Security. She says that as far as security is group, she “Falls between two stools.” “People in the field because to do everything for me. But I am Between Two Organizations.” It is not clear which two organizations them are.
“I don’t know if I can be here next week,” Holleeder Said. “Because I don’t hear anything.”
Holleeder Plans to Resume Her Earlier Career As A Lawyer. In Addition, She Will Work for RTL Tonight as An Analyst in Legal Cases.
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